my old man would say, "well, son. you're at the end of your rope. tie a knot and hang on."
the most surprisingly... well, 'surprising' thing about getting married to me that's been the hardest thing, so far...
harder than finding a place, harder than finding a job, harder than everything else that God has provided for... is how hard it is to interact with people, and how easy it is to feel let down and/or cornered. and I'm not saying I'm cornered.
I blew up on a few people today for the first time in years, though. I'm just so... at the end of my rope, right now. Lord have mercy. at times I'm not very loving.
I'm not sure what to say sorry for, though. it'll come to me, I suppose.
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