sometimes, working for clients can be the double-edges sword.

you're doing something you 'love,' sure.  but you don't really have time to do the things you love.  you're busy doing changes and keeping up with deadlines.  you fall behind, and it sucks.  you feel terrible for letting someone down, if you're any kind of man with solid or even decent convictions.

I'm tired.  I'm complaining.  Lord, have mercy.